I Grew Up With Aliens

 

 

 

 I’m writing this so that the silent ones – those afraid of sharing, or perhaps even believing in their own experiences – won’t feel so alone. I’m not looking for validation, criticism, or anything else. I’m just sharing my experiences. You’re welcome to believe my story or see it as fantasy.

My story doesn’t seem so “out there” as it did when I was growing up. Back then, it caused quite a stir when I started talking about it...but I’m getting ahead of myself. Let’s start at – well, when I was pre-teen.

Enjoy!

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My eyes were open...why? The room was dark, so I wasn’t sure what had disrupted my sleep. I wasn’t afraid, just curious.

The room lit up with the brightest light I have ever seen, yet it felt familiar and I was excited. It was time!...Read More

by Jan Toomer

Belly of the Beast - Part Two

 

 

 Part One

NOTE: Some may find this article disturbing.

I saw misshapen and mostly unrecognizable human beings, each one in it’s own room. The echo of moans and screams etched into my brain. “What is this? What are they?” I demanded as my mind became overwhelmed with the horrors I was looking at.

“Come. Let’s go to a quiet place so we can talk.”

Atlantean Warning

He led me back up the stairs, down a different hallway, and out to a beautiful courtyard.

I sat.

He waited until my breathing calmed a bit before he spoke again. “As our people became more dense, we weren’t able to create and undo as we once could. Those unfortunate beings were what happened when those scientists who worked in the Hybridization Section continued on even though they realized they were losing their abilities. They didn’t let the volunteers know. Those volunteers are permanently misshapen and are in constant pain. We are unable to undo what has been done to them. And, if they were unfortunate enough to be cognizant, are now insane.

“Some of your human scientists in your time have been doing this... Read More

by Jan Toomer

Belly of the Beast

 

 

 Part One

Though we’ve currently no physical presence or proof of Atlantis, it may be that some humans maintain cellular memories. This article is, therefore, speculative only and is based on my interpretation and understanding of the energy of my communications with “Others” (non-physical) and my memories of some of my lessons/instruction from the Others during dream time.

Please note: Some may find this article disturbing.

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When Atlantis became to be, human energies weren’t as dense as they are now. Atlanteans remembered how to manipulate and work energy. This meant that initially, Atlanteans were able to harness and direct energy, making it possible to utilize it for flying vehicles (perhaps today we call these UFO’s – Unidentified Flying Objects; or UAP’s – Unidentified Aerial Phenomenon), as well as other applications using energy, such as creating and mixing.

Today, science is able to splice genes, clone, gene editing and/or genetically modifying or altering an organism to mix – some of which is at least theoretical, or had been accomplished in a petri dish –with a different organism to create something new. But what our conscious memory doesn’t realize is that we’ve been here before – “modern” man ... Read More

by Jan Toomer

In Your Dreams

As we progress with our spiritual growth, especially with the energies present now-a-days, we may find our dreams becoming more vivid, detailed and informative.

Many are now beginning (if they hadn’t already) to remember most, if not all, of their dreams of late.

These dreams can:

• help us to problem solve
• be instructive (or show us what we’re able to do, if only we’d allow ourselves)
• show us snippets of work we do when we’re out-of-body during our sleep time
• help us with seeing and understanding some... Read More

 by Jan Toomer

 

 

Committing to the 4th

 

 

 I recently gave up my 2006 Durango – which I had loved – because it was tired and needed a lot more work than I could give it. This was followed by my two printers in my office – who were also elderly – who just quit working.

Some old energy electronic items can no longer keep up and be upgraded to the newer faster energy. I held on to them for as long as I could. I’d committed myself to them and worked with them until they could no longer do it.

I’d committed myself for over 50 years to be the bridge between 3D and other. But had slowly pulled away from the 3D part, and have been working for the last few years bridging the 4D/5D with the other.

I tell other people along the lines of...Read More

by Jan Toomer

Return to Sender

 

 

 Can you feel it? An opening. A hint. A glimpse. An uplifting. A lightening.

But some are feeling or experiencing anger, fear, frustration and/or anxiety.

First,  please make sure you’re shielded. It doesn’t make others’ emotions go away, but it can help you to not absorb others’ emotions; so you don’t take them into you.

If that didn’t help, then you may be experiencing a purging of old angers, frustrations, fears, etc. of your own. These could have been triggered by feeling others’ emotions, or perhaps it’s just time for you to release them. These may be feelings you suppressed long ago and now they want your acknowledgment and to be released.

I recommend acknowledging and releasing them – maybe by transforming them into a pink cloud and watching it drift away. Or, you could thank...Read More

by Jan Toomer

Following the Fear

 

 I’ve heard form quite a few energy workers (lightworkers, etc.) that they’ve been experiencing some wild or vivid dreams – but some of those dreams lean toward, or are downright, nightmares.

I’ve also heard from some who feel overwhelmed with the fear-spreading and/or fear-mongering; the separation of humans; the treatment of animals; and/or the treatment of Earth.

The nightmares, and everything mentioned in the previous paragraph, are fear-based. They are the anchors keeping beings tied to the 3D earth; the anchors keeping one trapped in the duality and separation games. A fear-based sandbox to play in.

I’ve even seen long term spiritual-minded people playing in the fear-based sandbox and following the fear.

Picture This

Many humans, like many other animals, are...Read More

by Jan Toomer