Stolen and Taken Into the Darkness

~ Warning ~
You may find this content disturbing. Read at your own risk.

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I debated, for a long time, whether or not to write/describe what I’ve felt or “seen” regarding those lost; those stolen and taken into the darkness.

I was wrong to hold back. I write for my blog to help others understand what they may be feeling or experiencing. This had been done so the experiencers didn’t feel alone in their experiences.

So now I’ll share. Though I don't share details, some may find this article to be disturbing.

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Trapped in a corner of their
own mind – held captive by terror.

I feel them.

I’ve been to someone else’s hell that I hesitate
to leave, because then they’ll be...Read More

by Jan Toomer

What About Joy?

We’ve spent a lot of time and energy focusing and acknowledging the negativity near and around us, but what about joy?

There is so much love, light, joy, beauty and more positive in our lives, so we should probably spend the majority, if not all of our time recognizing the positive. I’m not talking about putting blinders on and pretending that everything is peachy. I’m talking about highlighting the positive; sending our energy to reinforcing the positive.

Many of us are quick to moan, gripe or complain about anyone or any situation that has treated us – as we see it – poorly or wronged us. But not a lot of people are quick to reinforce the positive. We’ll quickly demand the manager to complain about one of their workers, but what about the workers who go above and beyond in their interaction with us or others?

I make sure I’m quick to acknowledge...Read More


by Jan Toomer

It's All Under Control

There’s a long stretch of dirt road that transitions, for me, leaving the city behind and arriving home. I was on that stretch headed home.

I get to see a lot of interesting things on my drive: sometimes an Oryx can be seen; cows crossing; the spastic movements of different types of quail as they try to decide if they should run across the road or not…yes...uh, no…yep…definitely not. Argh.

This time I noticed a pickup truck driving towards me (headed to town). Now, out where I live, we become pretty familiar with the regular’s vehicles. This wasn’t one of them.

This truck was moving slowly and had it’s hazard lights flashing.

I moved further over my side of the road and slowed. “Do they need help?” I asked…well, no one. I was alone in my truck.

As they neared, I saw the driver and one passenger.

Closer still, then I could see in their vehicle. The young driver had a death grip on the steering wheel, his face pale but determined and his back ram rod straight.

I smiled. Then looked at the passenger side. What a contrast!...Read More

by Jan Toomer

Energy Update – July 4, 2020

~ Mass Accounting ~

In the past Lightworkers (using as a generic term) had gone through the “theme” of the energy downloads before everyone else so that: (A) Lightworkers have already experienced it so we’ve an idea what others are going to experience and we can help them through it, (B) so we aren’t too overwhelmed with doing our own “housecleaning” and energy adjusting while feeling everyone else experiencing it, and (C) to help each of us understand, know and differentiate our own energy from everyone else’s.

The work we did, and basically the training we’ve had, is what’s helping us today.

There’s a major battle going on…and Lightworkers, if you’ve not felt it before, I’m pretty sure you’re feeling it now.

Anxiety, fear, feeling of abandonment, ears ringing, heart racing, and possibly body aches feeling as though you’ve been holding onto a massive amount of stress.

Where is this coming from?

A small portion is from your own continued purging that is being encouraged by the incoming energies. The rest…well…

Mass Accounting

There is a lot happening behind the scenes, and those who have built their lives and successes on the pain and suffering of others are now scrambling. Many are panicking, feeling isolated...Read More


by Jan Toomer