Not Abandoned

 

 

 In one of my cerebral days I connected to my team and asked, “What will happen to those who have had the currents shots and those who have not?” I was not, and am not, looking for blaming or shaming anyone for their decisions.

The answer I received was, “Each individual has made a choice.”

I asked again, and received the same answer.

I let it set for a few days and then asked for clarification.

“The lessons coming to Earth  – heavily since 2012/2013 – were, and are for each individual to accept responsibility for their own thoughts, action and words; and to trust and listen to self... Read More

by Jan Toomer

The Haze of Uncertainty

 

 

 Living in the haze of uncertainty seems to be a popular theme again. Some people are feeling a bit like floating in limbo – stuck in an in-between space, not sure where to turn. Why is this happening?

Energetically, we are working on:

1. Restructuring the physical world and learning new, healthier ways.
2. Turning inward and learning to KNOW your own energy. What's yours and what's someone else's.
3. Trusting self over anyone or anything else. Please read that again and give it some thought.

Pre-Covid, the Other Side had really pushed for us to... Read More

by Jan Toomer

Blue Wolf Reviews -- Re-Writing My Future: A Stroke In Time

 

Re-Writing My Future: A Stroke In Time

REVIEW BY Janet Mawdesley June 7, 2021, 9:00 am

Having a stroke in your early thirties is a lifestyle altering event, let alone when you are a person who was born with the additional skills of a multi-talented sensitive. Jan Toomer is such a person and when she suffered an event that saw her in a coma for two weeks, returning to everyday life seriously unable to remember much of her former life, unable to understand what had happened to her and unable to continue life as a ‘work-aholic’, her life changed dramatically.

In Re-Writing My Future: A Stroke In Time she documents her journey, her frustration at remaining undiagnosed for many years and the incredible help and hope she discovered on her healing journey. Intimate times in her life are shared, not in self-pity but as a means to reach out to others caught in a similar situation, offering her journey and understanding to all in an effort to help others.

Beginning with her abusive childhood as a child with unusual abilities and a parent who did not understand filled with fear and hatred, she details her life as her various skills developed, not for one minute understanding that not everyone could ‘talk’ with the frogs in the swamp at the end of the garden, and that trying to fly down the stairs was considered as seriously dysfunctional.

Her teen years were spent trying to escape from these ‘gifts’ and once she really ... Read More

What A Mess That Was

 

 

 

 The weather was nice when you bee-bopped into the grocery store to get your shopping done.

You came across:

An angry man muttering to himself in the canned goods aisle.

An old woman scowling as she looks over the baked goods.

A woman trying to keep track of the cost of the items going into her cart while her kids are bickering and whining.

A man with hunched shoulders trying to not make eye contact with anyone lest they see the emotional pain.

The cashier whose smile doesn't reach her eyes.

When that angry looking man stopped in front of the green peas was reading the labels on each brand...Read More

By Jan Toomer